Family Growing Apart!

How come over the years some family's grow apart? I don't know why we are growing apart, but I have a feeling of why we are growing apart. An I don't like losing my family because I love my family a lot an i don't want to lose my family. My brother is in the army an he came home for a two week visit last week an i got to spend like 2-3 days with him. An when he left to go to where his girlfriend an our mom lives I havent heard from him since besides once an he didn't want to talk long then. An I just wish he would talk to me more often but he won't. He was suppose to call me by today to let me know when he would be back this weekend to spend some more time with me, but he hasn't called. An me an my mom have grown apart over the years an i liked it when me an my mom was close an i wish we was close like we use to be. An then i have two half brothers who live about 2-3 hours away from me an we  have grown apart i call n check on them all the time n when i go down there for visits i try to see them but they dont want to see much anymore. I just wish me an my family could be close like we use to be. I know riends grow apart an that i can accept but i dont want to except my family growing apart from me. I love my family way to much an i dont want to lose them.

Sickness

Where does sickness come from?  Sickness can come from people or things that are around us. We also get sick when we aren't around sick people an it makes us wonder how we got sick. Like one day we wake up feeling fine an the next day we wake up sick an throwing up everywhere. Being sick is not a good feeling you just wish it would go away an never come back, but the truth is we are going to get sick throughout the rest of our lives. No one likes being sick but its something we got to live with. Migraines is considered a sickness an some people have to live with migraines for the rest of their lives. I'm one of those people who have to live the rest of my life with migraines an they are the worst thing ever. No matter what i do i cant get rid of it on my own. They get so bad that i have to go to the hospital to get shot so it can go away. Being sick is the worst thing anyone in the world could have. We can try everything to keep us from being sick, but no matter what we all will get sick some how some way an its just something we have to live with. Its part of life. There are so many illness's out there an some have cures an some don't. All I got to say about it is i would never wish my worst enemy to be sick. I know how it feels an i hate it so i would never wish it on anyone.

Weather

Why is the weather the way it is? One day its nice an warm out an the next day its cold and snowing. This is the kind of weather that makes everyone sick. The weather either need to stay warm or stay cold don't keep changing everyday. We are tired of getting sick because this darn weather don't know what it wants. When its spring then it need to kinda warm. An the summer needs to be hot and the fall needs to be chilly. An winter needs to be cold. We don't need confusing weather in our lives because it messes with peoples plans. An the weather people need to get it straight to. I believe that they guess what the weather is they don't try and estimate what it is going to be like.

Fathers or Dad

What is a father? Well a father is different than a dad. A father is someone that is there when you need them. A father is someone that will be in your life from the time your born until the day they are no longer here. Father's love to be around their kids an love to be there for them. What is a dad? A dad is someone that isn't there when you need them. A dad don't care much about their kids. Dad's come in an out of your life. A dad is never around because a dad don't want to give you the love you want and they just don't care what you do. I use to have a father an i have a dad. The person who was my father was my stepdad. He was there when i needed him. He made sure i was ok. He gave me love an he was always there. My stepdad was my father from the time i was 1995 until 2001. I still have a dad yes my real parent. He is not there much when i need him. He don't care for me like he does my brothers. My brothers come first in my dad's life. I do give my dad this he is trying to be there but i don't know what to do. He hasn't been there hardly ever for the past 20 years almost 21 years. I went through so much when my stepdad left. I needed my real parent there my dad i needed him to be a father but he wasn't. I just wish i could have my dad be my father but i think its too late to start trying.

Old friends trying to be friends again!!

Why do old friends keep trying to be your friend again? Can't old friends get the hint that you don't want to be friends again. I mean you and your old friend being really close and doing things together an then they stab you in the back for a stupid reason. An when they stab you in the back and don't get the hint that you don't care so they try to get everyone else to not be your friend anymore. This is how my last year in high school was in 2009. I met this girl and became friends with her and she gets pissed over something stupid so she tells my other best friend who i was friends with for 5 years that i am saying shit behind her back so she quit being my friend also. An they both just kept trying to get me pissed because they knew if i hit either one of them that i wasn't going to get to graduate on time and they knew that i would be going to jail bc i was over 18 n they wasn't. An now they both keep trying to be my friend and i won't be their friend bc i don't like people who stab me in the back over stupid shit. I just wish they both would get the hint. Im so sick of them bothering me. People who stab you in the back doesn't deserve a second chance.

The New Year So Far

Well we are in day two of the new year. My new year is going good so far. I have talked to brother on the 1st day of this new year and that made me so happy since he is so far away an I haven't seen him for months now. How is everyone else's new year going so far I wonder. I hear some people say this year has started off really bad so far. An I have heard some people say that this year has started out good so far. Some people wish it was still 2010, but if it stayed the same year all the time our lives would not be moving forward. Which means we would not be getting older which some people would like. I think this year is going to be a good one for me. I have so much to look forward to this year. Why is it every year people say they wish it was a different year. Its like these people aren't happy no matter what. I think they need to stop letting the negatives get in their way an start letting the positives in for once. We can't always think of what could have or should have we need to think for what is going to happen to us each day. We need to live our lives one day at a time. We need to not think of the past and not think of the future so much. That's whats hurting all of us.