New Years Eve

It's the last day of 2010 and our new year will begin soon. Some people think they will have a better year next year and some people don't think next year will be any better than this year. Today is a special day not only because its the last day of the year but because today is mine and my boyfriends anniversary. Im so glad that we have been togther for 5 years now. An I know that next year will be better in so many ways. For one my brother who is in the army gets to come home in January for a week and thats awsome. Then around fall of next year he is suppose to be coming home for a long while. An I just can't wait to have him home. A new year could mean a new beginning in life for some or a new job. A new year could bring so much to people but some people just don't think next year is going to be any differnet than this year. I know for me next year will be better. I know I will be getting my licensed renewed because i will be turning 21. An hopefully next year i ill be able to find a job even though this economy is shitty right now. All in all a new year can be great.

Happy New Year!!!!

Christmas Eve Day

So today is considered Christmas Eve. What do people do on Christmas Eve? Well most people go an celebrate Christmas with one side of the family today and go to the other's side tomorrow. Family and friends gather today to eat a Christmas dinner together. An they also get together to exchange gifts today. An there is some people out there that is out doing their last minute shopping. Some people are getting the rest of their gifts wrapped and ready for tomorrow. An some people are preparing some food today for tomorrow's dinner. Christmas Eve gets all of the kids excited and ready for tomorrow. The kids will be to excited to go to bed tonight.  An then of course the kids will be up and early for tomorrow. An tonight is the night the kids get to make their cookies for Santa. All kids will be making a special cookie for Santa an leaving him a special note. Christmas Eve is a great day because you know that it's time or almost time together with family and friends. Getting to spend Christmas Eve or Christmas day with family and friends is the best part of this time of year.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE!!!!

Christmas

What is Christmas? Well some people see Christmas as different thing an some people look at Christmas different than others. Christmas is not all about gifts. I see Christmas as a time to spend with your family and friends. An also Christmas is Jesus birthday. Christmas is the time of year where family an friends gather to spend time with each other. An Christmas is the time of year when family gets to bake goodies with each other. They get to bake cookies, cakes, pies, and other things. An Christmas is when the family gets to decorate the tree together. An families get to go out an play in the snow together. Christmas is the time of year that the whole family gets together to catch up and spend time together. Some people don't get to have a Christmas. An those people should have a chance to have a Christmas. It's sad how some take advantage of this time of year an they really should be thinking of those who don't get to have one. An then there is all of our soldiers over seas fighting for our country who won't get to come home to be with the family on this special holiday. An people should think of our soldiers during this holiday. Christmas can bring joy to some families an bring sadness to others. Christmas is a time of year that some of us need to stop an think how lucky we are to have family to spend it with because there is some people who don't have a family to spend it with. Merry Christmas!!

How some people just don't care about others.

How is it possible for someone to treat people like they are garbage? I don't know how people can do this but i know it irritates me so much. It's just crazy how some people can only care for themselves an no one else. I think you should treat people the way you want to be treated. Yes I know people make mistakes in life but if you keep treating the same person over an over like shit then you do not need to be forgiven. I just get so pissed when i hear how some people get treated especially when it's by a family member. An especially when you mistreat children an older people. Some older people can not do much on their own so they need assistance an people should understand that. I mean when we all get older we won't be able to do as much as we can when we're young so we need help doing things. An people who don't understand that are just asses. An young children need help too. But when you take an mentally and verbally abuse someone then you obviously need help. An when you keep treating people like shit that have been there your whole life then you obviously are out for yourselves. An those people who have tried to help you your whole life needs to get you out of their lives if all you are going to do is treat them like shit. So my point is treat people like you want to be treated or you will regret it one day when their not in your lives anymore.

Winter

So it is winter time again. This time of year can be beautiful and it can be nasty. The beautiful part about it is the beauty of the white snow covering the ground. An the nasty part is the bad roads. This is the time of year where people have to make sure they dress very warm because if not your going to get sick n not be able to enjoy this time of year. This is also the time of year where you can go outside with your family and friends to play in the snow together. This is the time of year when snow men get built. An snowball fights happen. An this time of year also means Christmas. This time of year can be hard on some people. Some people might not enjoy this time of year because they are worried about if they can get gifts for their family. This time of year can be very stressful to some because the economy isn't that great. An some people might not enjoy this time of year that much because they are missing loved ones who have passed away around this time of year. An some of us are missing family members who is fighting for our country. So winter can have its goods and its bads.

The way old people get treated!

Why does some people treat old people like shit? I think that is very wrong. Old people should be treated with respect. Some old people can't help that they can't do certain things. Some old people get around good and some don't, but some people don't relize that old people need help doing things. My uncle lives with my grandmother an she can't get around that good an he's always yelling and cussing her out because she won't get up an clean the house. He needs to relize that she can't get up and do things that he can do. It pisses me off that he won't get off of his ass and clean the house. He needs to help her keep the house clean because she can't do very much house work at all. The doctor told her if she don't calm down and if she don't quit getting stressed out that she might have another stroke. An the doctor also told her to quit doing so much or he will put her in a nursing home and that breaks my heart into pieces to hear that. So if something happens to my grandma then I will blame my uncle and hate him more than what I do now. My grandma picks up the house some. She does what she can do.I know if I lived closer to my grandma that I would be at her house all the time to clean it. My other grandma on my dads side goes up to her house and helps her the best she can. An then my aunt that just had surgery to have cancer removed from her breast said she will go up there an help my grandma clean her house when she gets feeling better. Its pretty sad that two old people and a sick person have to work together to get things done because a young ass person who blames everything on everyone won't help them out. I think he needs to grow the hell up an start helping them out a lot more than what he does. It just pisses me the way he treats my grandma.

Family

Why is it some people have good relationships with their families and some don't.  I know I only I get along with a few people in my family but I get along with everyone in my boyfriends family. My mom and me don't get along at all the only reason I call her is to check on my siblings. An she never calls me unless she needs something or if she needs to yell at me about something. The closes people im close to in my family is my grandma Ruth, and my grandma Betty and my aunt Judy and my brother Wes. Im so glad they are there for me and they call to check on me an they tell me that they love me. If I don't call an tell my grandma ruth im fine she will be calling me to check on me. I call my grandma ruth every nite to tell her goodnight. I just wish i could have a mom and a dad that cared for me and that wanted to be in my life. My stepdad that passes away in 2001 is the only man that acted like a dad to me and that was there for me when i needed him. I miss him so much i just wish he was still in my life. It just hurts knowing that my mom and dad dont care for me that much. I just wished my mom and dad would be there for me more.

Nosey People!

Why is some people so nosey? I wish some people would stay out of other peoples business. I believe people who like to get in other peoples business dont't have a life of their own. Then after they get in your business they don't want you in theirs. So why don't they mind their own business. I wish all people would just stay in their own business and that they would manage their own life. I wish those people would stop trting to manage other peoples life. Those people who think they have to get in others peoples life are the reason why we have so much drama in this world. People who like to get in other peoples business leave them alone and stay in your own freakin business!!!!

Spring!

Spring is so beutiful. Spring is when everything starts to bloom. Seeing the flowers come up and come to life is amazing. The smell of spring is great too. Why is it when spring comes some people seem happier. Maybe its because they can get out an do whatever they want. Even though this spring has been crazy its been great to get outdoors. With spring this year you don't know what to expect one day its nice, warm, and sunny out then the next its cold and not sunny at all. I just wish it would stay warm and not get cold for a long time. I love the warmth, I hate the cold. Spring is the time of year when you have to start mowing your grass again and the smell of grass is great. I just love the smell of spring. An another this is that the rain smells a lot better in the spring than it does in the winter. So why does some people like the cold and some people like the warmth?

Easter

What does easter really mean. Some people celabrate it as jesus birthday but others celebrate to have fun with the kids. Easter is a time that kids get gifts and candy. An easter is a day for kids to hunt for eggs. This holiday is mainly for the kids now days, its not much for jesus anymore. This is also a day where people get together an have lunch or dinner together.

I see easter as a holiday that you get to see kids be happy. I know i never had much of an easter when I was a little kid. Me and my siblings use to have fun on easter but thats when my stepdad use to be around now that hes gone (rest in peace dad) an my mom has a new husband which i do not consider my stepdad my siblings dont have much of an easter. I miss all the things we use to do on easter. An for today I dont know what me and my boyfriend will be doing. I just believe people need to treat easter like it use to be for jesus an they also need to keep celebrating for the kids too.

Little Stuff!

We don't really relize how much little stuff in life matters and makes us happy. People do everything in life an never stop to think about the stuff that happens around us. Like seeing little kids playing out side or seeing little kids coloring easter eggs. There is so much that happens in life that makes us happy and that makes us laugh and enjoy life.

Today I realized how much that stuff makes me happy and enjoy life more. I just turned 20 on March 31 and I know I'll never get my childhood back. An all the things my mom made me and my siblings miss out on we'll never get back. I was at a friends house today an the little boy i babysit was coloring easter eggs an it was so cute to see him enjoy coloring eggs and when he asked me to help I was really happy. An everyday that I watch him I'm so happy because I get to watch him play and come up with things to do.

Life Sucking At Times!

Why does life have to suck sometimes? Well i dont know why life sucks at times. I just know there are people that will make it suck an they piss me off so much. The people that get involved in the other people life to try an destroy their lives are people who dont have a life of their own.

Well today is my birthday an everything was going ok until my mom started shit. Im so pissed off at her right now. She is trying to get the pound to come an take all of my grandmas animals and my grandma is keeping one of my cats for me until i can get my male fixed. An i have cried like crazy because im afraid of losing my cat.I swear if my mom makes me and my grandma lose our animals i will be so mad at her an i wont talk to her for a while.

Love

Love can be tough and rough. What is love? Love is where to people are attracted to each other for they way they act and talk. Love is based on caring, be nice, trust, faith, joy and happiness. Some people find love and some people dont find love.  Love can be painful at times. You an your partner may have to go through ruff times but if you make it through them then your love between each other is great.

I know im so happy to have found my love. He is the most wondering,caring,nice,loving,friendliest and funniest person i have ever met. I know that he is the best thing that has ever happened to me...he is the love of my life and im so thankful to have him.

Plants

Has anyone ever wondered where the names of flowers and trees come from. I know sometimes I wonder how people came up with the names, because some names are really weird and hard to say. If we didnt have any plants or trees then our world would look pretty dull and ugly. An also if we didnt have our trees we wouldnt have our oxygen. What would we do if we couldnt breathe anymore. I know im thankful everyday for the plants and trees we have they are what helps keep us alive.

Bordem

Why is life boring at times? A lot of people have a lot to do in their daily lives so they dont get bored so easily because they are always busy. For us people who don't live very busy lives we get bored easily. What to do when we get bored...hmmmm. Some of us eat when were bored, some of us go to sleep, some of us smoke or rub a lot but for the others they actually go out and do something whether its just going to walmart or to a local store to walk around and look at things to keep then busy. For me i dont go places much when i get bored i try to find things at home to keep me busy an not so bored. Now sometimes when i get bored i get to thinkin wishin i had money to go on a trip and explore the world, but sometimes being bored is a good thing because that means you dont have to much to do in your daily life to stress you out.

What to do when you get bad news.

What do you do when you get a phone call an the person on the other line tells you bad new? Well what i did when I heard the bad news was I started crying. I didn't want something bad to happen to someone that I loved an cared for. So now the only thing I can do since I got the news is to just sit here an hope everything will work out. I'm pretty sure things will get better. Why does bad things have to happen to good people? WHY? Well I guess know one can go through life and have nothing bad come their way.